I welcomed the new year with open arms and totally look forward to all it may bring my way. Even in the first 2 months of the new year I have loved it. I have become a healthier person and someone who is for once looking forward to the things to come. I have always known I needed to be a healthier person (even in high school), but I never really was motivated enough to do anything and kept just putting it off until a later time. Well within the first week of January I just got up and decided I'm gonna do it and I did.
I began my journey to a new and healthier me. I have so far managed to add more color to my diet and each meal, I wake up feeling better about myself and the day, and I have lost weight; which was much needed.
At first my thoughts were that I wasn't gonna be able to do it or that I didn't have the self-control to do it. But as I continue to push myself to new limits, I find myself beginning to become the person I used to be. The kid who grew up and was one of the most confident people around and would talk to anyone. As I gained weight in high school and college I lost a lot of myself and who I was and wanted to be, I especially lost my self-confidence; which was huge to me. I needed that back. So instead of sitting on my ass 24/7 I get up and get out. I honestly can't remember the last time I went to the driving range for self enjoyment, but about two weeks ago I did and it was awesome, just to be out and doing something active and fun. I plan on starting to play tennis as the weather gets a little warmer on a consistent basis to continue to keep me focused and motivated.
I hope that my new journey will lead me to a place where I can be me in all situations and not have to fake happiness.
Here is my 2010 in some photographs:
Finally a college graduate |
Brooke, Mary, Zoe, Donny, and myself went to the drive-in theater |
Brooke and I drove to Florida to see my dad... |
We spent a lot of time on the city pier |
My sister got married...Congrats! Love you! |
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